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Hey.. woo havent writtin in here in a long time... haha i dont feel like writing everythign that has been going on lately.. ive been staying out of trouble for most of the time.. haha ive been doing alot better.. haha yea so life still kinda sucks.. hahah yea well me and shanes 6 months is comming up. haha its been soo long.. and it doesnt even feel like it. haha i cant belive we have been going out for that long.. lol .. and summe ris goign to be soo much fun.. i cant wait lol.. we got a new engine for my boat 60 horse power.. pretty sweet.. haha yea im going to the senior dinner dance on the 20th.. pretty fuckin mint.. i got a blue dress and it likes like cinderella.. which is good becasue th theme is once apon a time.. hahha
yea well im gunna go .. i dunno what to talk about.. so im gunna bounce
Love Always oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You Baby...
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Hey. Long time sencei have writtin in here. well i duno theres alot of new thing to write about. but i dont really want too. but now its the new month of april! lol yea so0o me n shane are good. it will be our 5 months on the 17th :) cant wait. haha i love him. yea yesterday he came over and we went outside with mackenzie and we were playin in her barbie jeep :) lol tons of fun haha and we had to move my mom and dads cars. that was an adventure. :) lol haha yea well today i didnt go to school because i didnt feel too goodlast night. i got like a stomach bug or something. yea hah well right now im talkin to shane online. we hacked into the computers and downloaded aim. haha i knew it woudl come into good use someday. lol well im gunna go fix up my My space and then get cleaned up and beg my mom if i cna go to shanes tennnis match at 3:15 lol. ttyl pCc
Love Always oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You *
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[16 Mar 2005|10:31pm] |
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Hey. Omg I Am Never fighting with my mom again.. i got arrested saturday night for assualt and battery and i had to go to lock up. i will never fuckin go back there.. so fuckin nasty. dyke-ville liek you wouldnt belive. i dont feel like writing much about it. to depressing. but i regret it soooo much. advice to everyone. dont hit your mom lol . just becasue she hit you first.. dont matter lol she hit me first and i hit her back and i got fucked. yea well i guess im gunna go i have mad shit to do and i wicked sleeped deprived.
Yea i dont feel like writing everything. its to depressing. but heres all im gunna say about it lol.
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[04 Mar 2005|06:53pm] |
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Hey. nothing new today.. or yesterday. school sucked went by wicked slow. yesterday did too. now im chylling with shane and were going out. probably going to roches and doiin something fun :-p lol. yea well check out My Space. i made one for shane too here the addresses:
Mine:http://profiles.myspace.com/users/16314823
Shanes:http://profiles.myspace.com/users/21127947
Yea pretty cool. made them myself.. yea well i gues im gunna go.. nothign to talk about pCc
Love Always oX--ashli*
I Love You Shane.. :bigkiss:
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[17 Feb 2005|04:29pm] |
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Monday- Omg the best Valentines day ever! haha i went to school early and i went into shanes lokcer and gave him his chocolates and his card. and then he got his flowers later and then i got mine. and then he came over my house after we dopped adam off and we waited for my mom and dad to get home and then he gave my mom some flowers and he asked her if he could take me out becasue i was stil groudned and she sed yea. i was so happy lol and then he sed he had to leave at 3:00 and he wouldnt tell me why and i waited alll that time and then 4:00 rolled around and i finnally got it . i got 12 pink roses! i was so happy lol. and then he picked me up liek 20 mins later and wen to the Longhorse Steak house in Millbury. it was so fuckn good. we had to wait for an hour and 10 mins though. so we went up to circut city and bunch of other stores and played around. it was so fun and the dinner was wicked cheap. thank god becasue i was goign to feel wicked bad if it was expensive lol. but it was so fuckin good. then he came over and we watched shark tales lol. and then he went home at like 9:30
Tuesday- school was okay. nothing new. then shane came over and we hung out untill 9:30
Wendsday- school sucked. seem so fuckin long. then shane came over and we attemtped to watch shark tales again. but it didnt work because shanes stupid. haha jk i love him
Today-wow i hate stupid fuckin bitches in our school. seriously. im gunna fucin flip out and kill some one. hahah :-p. yea so today is Me And Shanes 3 Months.. HAPPY 3 MONTHS BABY!! I LOVE YOU. yes indeed. lol. haha and me and adam had a water/tickling/pushing the buttons on the radio fight lol. haha it was fun and i almost hit katie d. today i flipped out becasue she called me a slut and i didnt know it was directed to me and shit n i found out and i wa spissed and then i foudn out she did ti becasue she didnt want to tell the principle something so she lied to him. so yea she is going to deff get her ass kicked tomm by amanda n jen n bunch of otha grls. haha cant wait to see this one. its going to be mint. yes so today was very interesting. i had anger management lol and i got donouts n juice lol.yea well im liek off groundation now. yea well i guess im gunna bounce becasue im talkin to my dani on the phone :) pCc
Love Always oX--ashli*
I Love You Shane.Dont Ever Let Me Go.Because I Need You.
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Hey. nothign much here. went to school yesterday.. kinda boriing. nothing new happend. then i went to work today. that sucks went by soooooo slow. and that was it.. yea im goign to attempt to do my home work today. hha and i needa read the rest of my book and study for my vocabulary test that i needa make up. so i needa stay after school monday. which sucks becasue its Valentines day. hha today on my way to work i saw shane and he was at the flower shop.. haha and i told him i saw him and he got mad at me cuz i ruined the suprirse but he jinked himself becasue he told em he was goign some were but it was a suprise.. soo haha he ruined it. lol .. well yea i needa buy one more thing for him for our thrusday beacsue thats out 3 months. haha i dont want to write it becasue i dont want anybody to tell him about it lol. and he told me that he got me something really big. but i cant figure it out lol. i want it to be a suprise anways lol. yea... soo well tyoday is my sisters birthday party.. big BADASS teenager now lol haha betta watch every one she is 13 now lol. haha well i guess im gunna go becasue there going ot be eating cake soon.. sooo pCc...
Love Always 0X--ashli*
Shane I Love you baby....
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[08 Feb 2005|02:25pm] |
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Hahah wow today was kidna gay. school went by kinda slow and shane wasnt there today ::9 he went to boston today.. haa lucky bitch. i think hes wicked tanked lol. hes gunna come over here as soon as he gets back. hes on the mass pike right now. haha and today on the bus ride home brenna was there . fucking gross! lol. yea and she was given me n brittany gordon and kerin dirty looks. so i threw gum in her hair haha when she wasnt looking and well all fuckin like looked down and starteed laughin and she was liek who fckin threw gum in my ahir n was like callin us sluts n bitches and shit lol and then like we all started talking again and sdhe started starring at me n i was like wtf are you lokoing at n she was like why did you throw gum in my hair n i was like i didnt and she was like well some one did n i was liek does it looks like i have gum ? n i opned my mouth and i had a live savor n i w aslike doe sthis look like gum and she wa sliek ok n i wa sliek then fuckin check my purse and lifted it in the air lol and then she was liek i know you did it , i saw you n i was like okay when you have a fuckin tape showing that it was me who did it then i will admit to doign it then i will say i did it. okay. n she was like well oen of you did it i know it. n she called me a bitch and i was liek come say it to my fuckin face and then well see . n she looked at me n turned arounnd n i wa sliek yea thats what i thought becasue i would deff fuck you up. n she didn tsay ntt for the rest of the ride haha. that was the highlight of my life lol. well im guna go fix my lj up soo pCc...
Love Always oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You baby...
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im so fuckin smart. and stupid soemtimes. but when it comes to computers im very smart lol. i figured out how to put ANY SONG that you want in your lj and im not telling anyone. sucks to be you haha lol.. i finaally go tmy favorite song in this shiiiiiat. well pCc
Love Always oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You baby...
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omg i forgot. Nobody will get this but its dedicated to Danielle
DANIELLE ~ FEBRUARY 5TH 2005, BEST DAY OF HER LIFE
hahah .. shes so special she gets her own journal entry. lol just b.c she is my best friend and i love her so much.
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Hey.
today was alright. went by kinda slow. but it was pretty good. i got a 75 on my health test that i didnt even study for haha and i had to make it up so i thoguht i did pretty good. seeing how ihad no clue on anythign about it lol. hahah yea well today is MONDAY! and i dont think my mom is goign to kick me out of the house. we havent talked all week. and i mean like all week. we havent even really looked at each other. kinda sad. but ill get over it lol. and i think she will too. she said things she didnt mean and she knows it. c'mon i mean i would be so proud of my daughter if she didnt get into a car with some one that was driving and they were durnk i would be so happy. i mean usually they tell you not to get into the car. cuz then i would understand if she was mad an i even called the house and i even left a message on her answering machine. so she cant even say i was doing it on purpouse. becasue i wasnt. it wasnt suppose to happeb like that. and i understrand she doesnt want me sleeping at his house. but i really had no choice. w.e i dont even care.
yes so thats my life.. really fuckin shitty but oh well. wtf are you gunna do lol .. haha so tommororw i think shanes is going to come over. haha im not even going to ask my mom . im just gunna have him come over lol.. haha i dont even care what my mom thinks. i lover her and all but she can be a wicked bitch.haha its all good man... wel i guess im gunan bounce and try n fix up my journal some more.pCc
Love Always oX--ashli
Shane I Love you...
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[06 Feb 2005|09:54pm] |
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You know everything I'm afraid of
You do everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know I should tell you how I feel
And I wish everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to be me
Ooh, I got a crush on you (crush on you)
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you (crush on you)
You know I'm the one you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me things that I don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to
Nobody knows I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But I feel everything you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
hey... just figured out how to do the music. took me the longest time.. hah thanks to nikki (my life savor) lol well im workin on chanign my layout again. this one isnt the right one. i want some thing better.. so im workin on it. but i got a long list of things to do and other things to worry about for now.. well bye
Love Always oX--ashli*
Shane I Love you baby..
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[06 Feb 2005|07:59pm] |
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Hey. wow life sucks
friday night i had jill and shane over and then we went to shanes house and he was gunna bring us home but we were all wicked drunk and i didnt want shane driving or his parents so i called my house n shit n no one answeered and then i called my moms cell and shanes mom left a message for my mom and then my mom came at his house at 7:00 in the morning and fuckin mad me come hom and she yelled at me and she is kicking me out of the house and she is taking me to court monday.. and she took all jills shit and put it on shanes porch and she said jill isnt allowed over her house anymore and was fuckin throwing a bitch fit. and then i came home and slept till 1:00 and then shane took me to work and then my dad picked me up. yea that was fuckin fun. not and then today i had work and it went by so fast. but when i came home my mom was being a wicked bitch. but on friday night before jill cane over we went to barbers crossing and i lost my fuckin cell phone in the parking lot and ive called every fuckin day and they havent found it and i think some one took it and i have no minutes on it so no one can answer it and i had my dad take me yesterday and it wasnt in the parking lot. i m so fuckin pissed and now i hafta call the fuckin company and tell them to shut the phoen off and now i guttya buy a new ohone but i dunno if i will get a free one becasue i have a warranty on it. haha me and danielle just called the place but they were closed :( dammit! i needa call back tomm. im fuckin pissed.grr well i gutta save up my money for summer school.. i have like $88.00 n i needa $100 for my summer school thing cuz i failed history so i am gunna by a packet thing so i dont hafta go to summer school. dani says there $100 . they better be. cuz i needa buy a new cell phone. so if i save up like 4 more pay checks then i weill have enough to buy a new cell phone. a good one lol. well i guess im gunna bounce.. pCc
Love Always 0X--ashli*
Shane I Love You Baby..
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[04 Feb 2005|07:38am] |
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Good Morning! lol.. yea we have a 2 hour delay today :) so happy t.. took me like 2 hours to get ready! i could not find anyhng to wear. and the sad part is every single peice of my clothing was clean. lol and i couldnt find anything... lol i was being so picky lol.
Yesterday- school sucked.. i had an anger management meeting. we got donouts and juice haha that was the only good part. and then i had a quiz in english and a tets in health. but i missed that becasue of my meeting and then shane came over after school. and we hung out like all night. and we watch tv, went in the hot tub, and ate dinner. i was pissed thought becvasue kenny came over and he starts yelling at down the stairs for me to get up. i was rip shit lol .. yea that was yesterday.. kinda borring.. but i was sohappy cuz shane came over because were not supposed to be hanging out cuz im "grounded" s oi just had him come over anyways lol.
well i guessim gunna go online or watch tv sence i have like 2 hours to go lol... pCc
Love Always& Forever Yours
oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You Baby...
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Yesterday- sucked ass. i got grounded and I cant hang out with shane for 2 weeks. which is totaly goign to suck becasue i cant go with out hanging out with him for like 3 days. but im goign to ask my dad if i can hang out with him tommorow.
just because. haha and me and my dad got into a physical fight and i got mad and punched the cabinet and my hand went right through it. i had blood all over my hand.it was wicked gross. and i was crying.
I was so mad.. i like flippppppped out .. i dont think i was like ever that mad in my whoel life.becasue my dad some shit to me about shane and i like LOST it.
i hate him.. sometimes i phene to kill him. i know it sounds mean and phsyco but i dont give a fuck.
just because thats how i am.
Today- Was wicked mint. i had not 1, but 3 substitues.. hah i had one for gym which i got out of class early and i got ot see my dani poo! haha i was so happy and she came into my gym class and we chylled it was mint. and then i had a sub for math which was kinda gay becasue we had to do three worksheets and they were wicked long and we had to stay in our seat the whole time and we liek couldnt eve talk. and then i had a sub for computers for like 45 mins. and that was alright because i only had ot finish liek one thing on my page adn then i did whatever i wanted to and i looked at prom dresses. oh that reminds me i hafta show my mom the dress that i want.. im gunna put the picture in so everyone can see it.. and if anybody copys it i will fuckin kick your ass!! and i mean it lol... hahah and there is one liek this that is pink and the top is strapless.. wow i just showed my mom and she sed it was ugly and shane doesnt like it either. he likes the pink one better.. he sed he likes the top better. i dont even care. wow epopel are fuckin ignorant.. i tell them i like something and they are like its ugly.. yea thats real fuckin nice.. now im wicked pissed.. and i hafta do my fuckin redaing for english class so im gunna go becasue im not in the fucking mood to be on the computer anymore. bye.
(cant show the picture.. photbuckets down right now.. ill show it when i can.)
Love Always & Forever Yours
oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You Baby...
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[01 Feb 2005|04:04pm] |
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Hey. today was alright.. didnt do that much. hung out with shane yesterday. we were supposed to go to the moviees friday night and jill slept over and the movie was sold out. we were supposed ot see hide and seek. so shane went to roches and then they ended up comming over my house and it was Liberty, shane, and roche. they stayed over till 3:00 in the mornign and my dad didnt know and then they brought roche home and then dave came back b\c he was wicked drunk and they slept over lol. and he parked his car 2 houses over in the empty lot thingy and my dad saw that car in the mornign when he wa sleaving for work and when my mom came home he called and told my mom and she came downstairs and saw me n shane sleeping in my room. jill on the couch. and liberty in lyndzeys bed. haha it was so funni. i didnt get in trouble but my mom made them go home at 6:30 in the morning, we got liek an hour of sleep. lol and my dad just told me i shoudl have told him that they were over and he wouldnt of cared, but shanes not allowed to sleep over lol. haha i dotn even care. we didnt even do anything bad. yea so0o0o.... im so bored lol... ahai have a shit load of english hw. lol.. and shane has work today and tommorow. and mel is gunna coem over after school and were guna go in the hot tub and hang over .. gunna be fun. we havent hung out in like 2 months! sucks so bad lol... haha well i guess im gunna go change my layout n finish my homework n shit..
13 days until Valentines day!! haha and i haev a suprise for shane. but im not gunna write it becasue i dont want anybody to tell him..pCc
Love Always & Forever Yours
oX--ashli*
Shane I Love You Baby.With All My Heart.Dont Ever Let Me Go.
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[27 Jan 2005|02:04pm] |
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 Hey. Today was okay. i had gym first period and we played floor hockey.haha i kicked ass and i brought my hair straightner and all my make-up and hair shit so i could get cleaned up after cuz i didnt want to smell or look bad lol.. haha that just how i always am. lol. i had lunch with shane today :) finally! lol oh i died my hair last night.. its more brown than red now.. still a lil red but not to bad.. i wanted it to look naturaly for when it grew back so i wouldnt have to constantly die it. yes... so bored.. and i have to buy some shit for my new classes... grrrr lol .. haha i need liek new binders n pens and all that shit.. yea... i still feel like today. well i guess im gunna go get my homework done. and then see if my mom or dad will take me to go get soem new school shit.. and then i dunno what im gunna do.. ill probably come back on later. pCc
Love Always & Forever Yours
oX--ashli*
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Hey.. nothing much.. no school today.. n i dont feel good :( shane came ova at like 11:00 and then we went to the mall at like 11:30 ish and i bought lyndzey ehr birthday present. i got her some more of her favorite perfume from pac sun and some make-up and earings. and i got some shit for myself. i was goign to buy more minutes but the mall doesnt have them :-/ ... yea and then we stoped at cvs and i bought soem valentines day shit for my sisters, mom n dad and shane <3 lol.. and i bougth hair die and some make up. im going to fix my hair. i dont like the red anymore.. want to go back to brownish blonde. shane doesnt want me to . oh well. and then we stopped at wendy's. and got some food . then we came home and took a nap untill 4:30 lol.. haha and then we got up n ate some food.. n i still dotn feel good.. oh i got to go in my hot tub the other day. it was fuckin mint! lol. and then i went in it yesterday n i thnk me n shane are goign to go in it in a lil while.. i got my new classes yesterday. i have desktop punlishing with shane. english 2 with mr. cleveland, gym/heath with morin shes a lesbian(really)eww. and intergrated math wit mr. knight shes a bitch lol.. well im gunna go in the hot tub now so pCc
Love Always & Forever Yours
oX--ashli*
...Shane I Love You..
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Hey.. what up.. some new stuff here.. went to the basket ball game.. mel couldnt go becuase her mom wouldnt let shane drive her home.. kinda fucked up seeing how she is 16 and we were goign to bring her right home cuz me n shane were goign to go out. n i was liek w.e cuz my sito was goign to pick us up n bring us the the game but she brought just me instead and then i was there with jaymie, jil, jenna, adam, n couple other kids.. it was pretty fun and then the game eneded early and shane wasnt getting otu of work untill 9:00 and it was 8:30 so i had to bum a ride of seany :) haha i love seanyy.. yea and then shane picked me up and we went to his house.. stayed there for a hwil and then my dad late me stay out later and we went to roches and i got tanked... lol i had abolute and orange soda and i coudlnt taste the soda. i put way to much in it.. haha it was good though i had 2 mugs and i was gone lol.. i havent drank sence the crhistmas party.. kinda good thing though.. yea me n shane started fighting again yesterday because of jaymie.. i havent really wrote anything about it in here.. cuz i dont want to. but lets just say mixed feelings.. :-/ well i go tout of work early today.. got out at 4 cuz of the snow storm.. and i dont have work tomm. cuz nobody will show up so my boss was liek dont come.. i was like mint lol. ye ahsne supposed ot get outof work at 9 but they wil robably let him out early.. were supposed to get 2 ft of snow.. fucin mint lol... yea and shanes probably guna come here or ill go to his house.. well proabbly be spending the whole night together cuz well end up gettin snowed in :) lol haha.. well my hot tub has been getting wicked fucked up they left water in the pipes and it froze and then the guy that filled up the hot tub didnt put the cao back on right so the whoel thing drained over night.. and then the pipes froze again and now they are outside fixing it. haha.. well i guess im gunna bounce.. and waite for shane to call me on his break.. and as of right now.. im talkin to jaymie.. well pCc
Love Always & Forever Yours
oX--ashli*
..Shane I Love You...</3
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